Sun conjunct Lilith seems to play out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant patriarchal system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from male authority figures. The subject then creates its own breed of sexuality or moral code, crowning itself. With the rejection of the dominant male, the dark female energy can eclipse the father figure altogether. The fiery creativity of the Sun fused with the piercing intuition of Lilith makes these subjects sexually magnetic and intense. They are closely bound to the spirit world, and can sometimes see peoples shadows.
The taboo is cast over their identity, to the extent that they can become demonized. They may fall into the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast. Despite their seemingly rebellious behavior, Black Moon Lilith needs more than most to feel at one with nature and to belong. Their sexuality is instinctive and untamed, feeling comfortable in their own skin.
Sun Conjunct Lilith Celebrities
Drew Barrymore (97′) tasted Liliths forbidden fruit from childhood, alcohol abuse at 13, snorting coke at 9! and an attempted suicide. Uninhibited with her body, she has exposed her breasts frequently in public and on talk shows. Drew is estranged from her father. One of her most famous roles is the negative spurned Lilith in the shape of a manipulative teen seductress in Poison Ivy. Drew has defined her sexuality thus “Being with a woman is like exploring your own body, but through someone else. When I was younger I used to go with lots of women. Totally. I love it“.
Singer Connie Francis (104′) suffered under her dominant Italian father and endured abuse in some of her 4 marriages, she eventually had a breakdown. She was raped and beaten after a performance so she became a recluse for 7 years. Her father put her in exile once more by commiting her to a mental hospital due to severe depression. Years later she had a further psychotic episode and was once again institutionalized, this time put under guardianship (Sun) She came thought it all, successfully returning to shine once more as a singer.
Steven Spielberg (73′) as a young Jewish boy often found himself an outcast and bullied by older males “In high school, I got smacked and kicked around. Two bloody noses. It was horrible.” His block buster films reflect the themes of alienation and interestingly in his family settings, the Father is often absent.
River Phoenix (84′) was a dedicated environmental activist and won a Humanitarian award. It has been suggested that the drug abuse which resulted in his untimely death may have been a result of suffering abuse at the hands of a religious cult to which his parents were at one time missionaries. Eve Sedgwick (38′) felt the ugly duckling within her goodlooking family so she escaped into the intellectual world and made her name in “Queer studies” She then became a self professed “gay studies guru, who happens to be a heterosexual woman married to her fella”. Eve had both Mean & True Lilith conjunct the Sun.
James Dean (63′), Gary Numan (25′), Johann Goethe (10′) and Ina May Gaskin (79′).