Sun conjunct Lilith seems to play out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant patriarchal system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from male authority figures. The subject then creates its own breed of sexuality or moral code, crowning itself. With the rejection of the dominant male, the dark female energy can eclipse the father figure altogether. The fiery creativity of the Sun fused with the piercing intuition of Lilith makes these subjects sexually magnetic and intense. They are closely bound to the spirit world, and can sometimes see peoples shadows.
The taboo is cast over their identity, to the extent that they can become demonized. They may fall into the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast. Despite their seemingly rebellious behavior, Black Moon Lilith needs more than most to feel at one with nature and to belong. Their sexuality is instinctive and untamed, feeling comfortable in their own skin.
Sun Conjunct Lilith Celebrities
Mean Liliths
Drew Barrymore (97′) tasted Liliths forbidden fruit from childhood, alcohol abuse at 13, snorting coke at 9! and an attempted suicide. Uninhibited with her body, she has exposed her breasts frequently in public and on talk shows. Drew is estranged from her father. One of her most famous roles is the negative spurned Lilith in the shape of a manipulative teen seductress in Poison Ivy. Drew has defined her sexuality thus “Being with a woman is like exploring your own body, but through someone else. When I was younger I used to go with lots of women. Totally. I love it“.
Singer Connie Francis (104′) suffered under her dominant Italian father and endured abuse in some of her 4 marriages, she eventually had a breakdown. She was raped and beaten after a performance so she became a recluse for 7 years. Her father put her in exile once more by commiting her to a mental hospital due to severe depression. Years later she had a further psychotic episode and was once again institutionalized, this time put under guardianship (Sun) She came thought it all, successfully returning to shine once more as a singer.
Steven Spielberg (73′) as a young Jewish boy often found himself an outcast and bullied by older males “In high school, I got smacked and kicked around. Two bloody noses. It was horrible.” His block buster films reflect the themes of alienation and interestingly in his family settings, the Father is often absent.
River Phoenix (84′) was a dedicated environmental activist and won a Humanitarian award. It has been suggested that the drug abuse which resulted in his untimely death may have been a result of suffering abuse at the hands of a religious cult to which his parents were at one time missionaries. Eve Sedgwick (38′) felt the ugly duckling within her goodlooking family so she escaped into the intellectual world and made her name in “Queer studies” She then became a self professed “gay studies guru, who happens to be a heterosexual woman married to her fella”. Eve had both Mean & True Lilith conjunct the Sun.
True Liliths
James Dean (63′), Gary Numan (25′), Johann Goethe (10′) and Ina May Gaskin (79′).
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I have Sun conjunct mean BML in the 8th…I guess I’d say that I have a thoroughly unbending will- I simply won’t do anything that I don’t want to do. Also, I’ve never felt the need to identify myself as a feminist because with BML conjunct Sun, and many placements in Aries (Sun, Mercury, Venus, BML, Chiron, Pallas, Diana, Amor, etc…) it’s such an intrinsic part of my personality that there is no separation- there is no outer construct or idea to identify with.
My BML and Sun and Pallas are conjunct in the 1st house. Well, i can confirm all of the above: abusive father, fighting against the dominant male, feminist and queer work that does not fit even those groups philosophies, feeling at home in nakedness, in nature, experience of mental health instituitions (BML is just at 1 degrees in Pisces, Sun and Pallas are at the end in my Aqua – only a few days earlier birth date with Drew B.), natural mind altering drugs etc.
Which all sounds harsh, wild and crazy at first look but the pisces lilith makes it all a lot more empathetic and soft and subtle in the last two decades. It can even give comfort to others like a witch or a healer used to provide. May look intimidating for some but giving care, protection, belonging, connection with the nature and our spiritual sources for those in need.
Now the Neptune+Lilith+Chiron transiting my natal Sun+Pallas+Lilith exactly and it is not only creating a new spiritual awakening as you studied recently it is also waking up the core female fighting strenght in me that is traditionally supressed and frowned upon by our societies, and tamed by my venus in pisces in the next house. I owe my lilith so much of myself that I feel like should do a special mini ceremony for this lovely transit nowadays:)
Oops, a little correction: Venus is also in the 1st but must have shoved it away in my head with so much fiery fighter goddesses taking more of a centre stage and a good old neptunian fogginess;)
@bella
Wow! How wonderful you have that triple conjunction on a Stellium like that. I can assure you it will be pretty enlightening and life changing if it was anything like the Jupiter/Chiron/Neptune on my Lilith/Mars.Triple Guru conjunction. But you get Lilith instead of Jupiter which makes it way more occult and psychic I think.
Funnily enough I now have this trio my on Pallas Athena also and I guess thats what all my fighting recently has been about. I also am thinking its about shielding yourself from psychic attack and negative people.
What about Sun Venus Lilith Fortuna and Pandora conjunct in Cancer in the 10th house? Would that make for an intense and creative artist of some sort??
I just looked at my Parallels and I have the Sun parallel Mean Lilith. When I wrote this I had no idea. Yep this is me! I was a big Numan fan as a Teen. (Parallels are like a light conjunction.)
Interesting altogether. Hats off to you brave women and Bella I totally hear you about maturing into it all.Drew Barrymore is one of my favorites and I’m surprised to hear about Spielberg. Wasn’t thinking of Lilith as a feminist. I’m wondering what a man does with his Lilith in a chart.